Who am I?

Who am I?

I am someone you could never be. I am me and only me. I don't pretend to be somebody everyone WANTS to see. I am that girl walking down the hallway with her head held high not ashamed of being noticed even when I do have a bad hair day. I am that girl who doesn't mind falling, tripping, or tumbling over things. Because in the end I will have the last laugh at my mistakes. I am me because of my faults, my mistakes, my choices, my successes. I am proud of me.

People should know I am not afraid to stand up for what I believe in, for where I come from, for who I am. They should know I can be crazy and fun. They should get to know me. That we most likely have a lot in common. That sometimes I burst out laughing because I thought of something really funny in my mind. My mind is definitely one of a kind. Everyone is different, not one person is exactly alike and that is just the way I like it because no one could handle two of me. I mainly want people to know that I have feelings to and that sticks and stones may break my bones but words could never hurt me. That with everything I do and they may say, It only makes me stronger as a person.

They shouldn't judge until they have been introduced to you, even then they shouldn't. But since it's a must that they do, I want to be judged for who I really am not what others THINK I am. I want to be judged on my personality, my humor. I want to be judged on reaching out to other people. I want to be judged by the good qualities in me, not the bad. It's so easy to point out peoples flaws but it takes so much less time to point out peoples abilities.


Thats just who I am

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

Down the hill 500ft plunging into the river I can't see anymore Its going black, black.
Crawling out of the car, How on earth did I survive this accident. Nothing left of the car but the radio playing. I call out for help no one can hear me. I reach out to grab someone I go right threw them. Everything is black. What is happening. I walk alone, I walk alone. The buildings, the people, they all seem so far away from me. I look up to see kids playing on the playground. With a sign that says "No Laughter, No Fun" Everyone looks the exact same. No one seems to remember me at all. Who is this person that everyone looks like? A familiar face. But I can't quite seem to see their full face, just the side of them. It's like i'm in a dream and can't wake up. What happened?

I'm Thinking About You

When I think about you & how much I really do think about you, I realized your always on my mind.

Im thinking of how I even think about you now. I think about you like that song that gets stuck in your head and you just can't get it out, and you find your self singing it at random parts of the day. 

Like a balloon needs helium to float on again. Like a mother worried about her teenager because he is late once again for curfew. Like a craving you have.

I'm thinking about you like a heart needs a beat. Like and eye needs to blink. Like even a hand needs to be held.

I'm thinking about you like the warmth of the sun on your face on that perfect summer day where it's not to hot and not to cold. Like a song needs a note so it can play on with the love song. Like on V-Day all you really think about is love. 

I'm thinking of you like an Army wife thinks about her husband out there fighting for his country. Like an angel named Faith came into my life. 

I'm thinking about you and you know what?

I can't get you out of my head,

Maybe I'll just let you stay there though,

I don't really mind thinking about you.

Ordered to Rock out..

Rock out like that song just came on the radio and your dancing with the one you love under the stars under that one perfect summer night.
Rock out like it is summer and your packing your bags for the one road trip where you don't know really where your going but you can't wait to get there.
Rock out like you just passed that big final exam.
Rock out like you have just experienced loved for the very first time.
Rock out like your parents are proud of you.
Rock out like you have never rocked out before.
Rock out like you don't care who is watching you.
Rock out like you just sold your first single.
Rock out like there might not be a tomorrow.
Rock out because there is always tomorrow.
Rock out like you just made your wildest dreams come true.
Rock out like you can see for the very first time.
Rock out like you just realized you have a whole day before your paper is due.
Rock out because you passed your classes.
Rock out like its the only thing keeping you alive.
Rock out like you are the greatest rockstar.
Rock out like you just got your very first kiss, under the bleachers after the homecoming game in the rain.
Rock out like you don't have control of what you do.
Rock out like a new life was brought into this world.
Rock out for your niece who is the biggest blessing in your life.
Rock out for you!